Oh.

보고싶다.

Probably the end.

Yeap.

This is probably my last post in this blog. This blog has too many memories I want to erase.
Worry not, I'm still blogging but not in this one or in the Savannah's.


Anyways, thank you for the time spent here.

Goodbye.

Beginning or the end?

Happy New Year to the world!

So I spent the beginning of a new year watching A Lot Like Love. It was a good movie except I didn't want to find back the old 'lover'. 

Also once it was midnight I prepared myself to sleep. Thinks I actually left the movie playing while I was in bed. 

Well actually I was alone at home. With no food and no company. So I just lazed around and did nothing for like 3-4 days? I'd call it heaven! Catched up with my EXO dosage and other korean dramas. (Not that I was interested in the dramas lately but for a change of 느낌)  

So, new year means new resolution? 

아. 이건 싫어요. 아~ 그래...새가해요.

1. Weight은 빼고

2. 공부 잘하고

3. 내 마음이 다치게하지 않는다

4. 다 좋아하는 사람들이 만나고 싶어요

 마지막 위. 순수한 사랑을 기다립니다. 끝!

Silence

The more I want to be alone the more I wish I have someone next to me. 

The semester is about to come to its end and in few days time I'll be home with my family. So many things needed to be done; meeting up with new friends, watching movies, shopping etc.

I wonder how you were doing. I was that close to text you but I'm scared I might be another burden. 

아. 몰라요. 

Birthday month!

So last tuesday was my birthday.

The previous weekend, I had replacement class for Public Health and spent the rest of the day amending tables/research results. Finished the whole thing in 5hours solid. Then I thought I would wanna go straight to bed but Syamim ajak to have coffee at Coffee Beans nearby Gurney. Then coincidently we bumped into 4 colleagues who were also lepaking but in Starbucks. Then since I haven't been socialising that much we decided to stay for a bit-until 1am actually. LOL

Then on Sunday there was a Breast Cancer Awareness Campaign and I participated in the Walkathon. It was pretty fun and the weather wasn't scorching hot. I zumba-ed and took pictures with the surgeons and in the end had blisters all over my heels. 

Monday came by so fast! Now I'm in a new rotation-Medicine but the departments I'm in are Nephrology, Infectious Disease/Rheumatology/Gastroenterologyand Neurology. The other big three departments will be during my final year. 

Tuesday, D-day I turned 23! The night before I slept super early so I wasn't aware of who actually wished me. In the morning I went to the Nephro ward and clerked one patient before going for my eye appoinment. Waited for atleast an hour before I could get my number and another half an hour before the doctor called my name. The IOP is still quite high but has reduced since last month. Previously was 25 and today was 18. The normal pressure would be below 10 if I'm not mistaken. The doctor checked my angle glaucoma but I didn't get to aswhether it's a closed or open angle glaucoma. She asked me to continue taking the eyedrops and come in on April next year to check if my visual field is reducing. 

In the evening, I stayed in the ward and just read the case reports. I didn't get to see Dr Fred anywhere. 😞 For dinner, we went to Sushi Tei! 

There was a new trainee and he's cute! 

On Friday I went to see my Ortho doctor and she told me it might be a meniscus problem. I aske her if I might be having connective tissue disease (look up on it if you want to know further!) and she asked me what other symptoms do I have. I told her about my glaucoma, sinusitis, my throbbing headache and also my joints problem. She ordered blood investigations but I can't do them yet because I'm heading off to Taiping next week. 

Well, I am heading there now as I'm typing this post. 

PS: why didn't I get any wish from you? Who said 'let's be friends!' 😌

One busy week.

Last week practically drained my energy to the max.

After hospital everyday with extra programmes in between, I was busy finishing off my slides and portfolio. Also there's another essay I should write and I haven't yet :(

The whole week last week I didn't get to see Dr 'Fred' but I was in the same lift as Dr Aff. And I know for sure he looked at me twice. LOL! Anyways, I'll be going to the physio again today. Seems like my knees and thighs aren't getting any better. Maybe I'll stop going to physio and just do Insanity at home. My Pengajian Islam class will end this week and next week I'll be having my finals. WeeHoo~

Last Saturday I went for a hike organized by PMC's Photo Soc. A total of 30 med students went. Basically all are from my year. I supposed they noticed me being very quiet so some of them tried making small talks with me which I find it very thoughtful of them. But to be honest, I was actually quite surprised that I was really really quiet. Also, when we arrived at the Taman Negara then only I noticed that I didn't bring my inhaler with me and I forgot to wear my knee guard. I was in a rush (as I woke up late) to send Leslie to the bus station. But all was well :) I didn't get that breathless but they can tell I breathed heavily.

While I was catching up with the front group (I was often get left in the middle alone as the front group was too fast and the back group was too slow) I encountered a few outsiders along the way. While I passed by them, one guy kind of jeering me for wearing jeans for hiking and calling me 'weird'. As it was raining heavily I didn't pay much attention to it (also, he was saying it in a different slang) until the words finally registered in my head. When I stopped and the outsiders walked pass me I just gave him a sharp stare and scolded back in Korean(second nature to do that =/ ). One of my male colleague was also wearing jeans and he too got pissed when he knew about it. Well, that's one bad situation I came across.

But there were also good/funny situations- One high school student wanted to help me send me back to the base camp. LOL! And another Indian school boy eagerly helped me climb down the hill. It was so funny but I just laughed to myself as I was always left alone. When I told the stories to my friend, he was like maybe because I looked like a high school student- being all small and cute. LOL!


After the hiking, the people I carpooled with went to Gurney for Seoul Garden and I ate ALOT! I had mostly lamb and that somehow made me feel dizzy and having headache. I was knackered and slept pretty early that night.




Anyways, I should go get ready for hospital. Gotta remind myself that I have physio appointment today and also an essay to write. Plus, I'll be having my assessment by the end of the week.


Nadie's birthday is coming soon! I want to be home but then I remembered that my friends are coming over :(


PS: Me during the hike!

I need to lose more fat. I've been lacking in exercise thanks to my knees.
Also my English is getting horrible! I need to read more books!
*Because when I speak, people tend to label me :( *

PSS:

sisters weekend.

Yups, Nazreen and Nadirah were in Penang last weekend! Salahuddin, my nephew, was here too. OMG, he's soooo naughty and kept scolding me! Believe it!


They stayed over at Feringghi but I didn't spend the night there. Wouldn't wanna get sicker being around Salahuddin. Plus, I'm still coughing and having flu. So, basically I was their driver for the weekend.











Anyways, I need to go and do my slides for presentation tomorrow.
Write soon!















PS: Dr Affendi and I were in the same lift. And he looked at me twice! He-he. But didn't see Fred anywhere :(

PSS: