Thursday, December 30, 2010

A sister. Pretty much a best friend.



Goood Luuuck for ur upcoming exams!

Although we are million miles away apart from each other, my prayers will be always wif u.
miss our good old days.

forget me, NOT!
love yaa alwayss♥♥♥
*cyber hugs*

Jazakillah Unnie! :D
Miss you already!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Sami Yusuf-Asma Allah



In the most difficult moments I had in life, this just stopped the whole commotion and depression.

"If you want to talk to Allah, then pray salah. If you want Allah to talk to you, then read the Quran"

The silent whispers.

Someone small caught my attention lately. I am definitely nowhere comparable. My life is so completely diverted as if I have no navigator. I realised sometimes I have abstracted somewhere else. Like there are no directions, no maps. At times, I was lost. Lost and never could find my way back again. Lost and never be found. Lost and forgotten. However, when you are lost that's when you turn to HIM, The Al-Mighty. HE would show me my way back home. Show me the truest path I should follow. I know I should just go straight but then again, I'm only a human. The whispers of Satan sometimes won my heart though the imaan within me should stay stronger. I'm only a human. A fragile ones.

My only wish is that for HIM to forgive me. One said before, "Keep begging God to forgive you". And that's exactly what I will do. You will never know about the hereafter. All you could do is just to prepare for it. Prepare for the eternity. Either you enter Jannah forever or live a hell of a life. For my brothers and sisters both Muslims and Non-Muslims, I pray to God to forgive you. I pray that you will find the right path to HIM. I pray to God to place you amongst those who will enter Jannah.

"O Lord, my sins are like the highest mountain, my good deeds are so few. I turn to you, my heart full of shame, my eyes full of tears. Bestow Your mercy upon me" May Allah bless you all! Ameen.


 


 

I secretly wish that I will see all of you in Jannah, Insha'Allah.


 


 

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

My Heart’s calling.

How do I even begin? After all this little heart of mine kept it all in itself. Sometimes I wish I could really let them all out- telling what's in my head, expressing my true feelings and stating what's right with me or what's wrong with you. Being in this city itself is a whole new life. Different backgrounds, different cultures, different believes. I thought my nawaytu has been declared from beginning. Why, then do I feel uneasy? Why do I grieve? Why every time a sigh is heard? At times, tears roll down my cheeks. Even then, I don't know why it happened. But one thing held me strong- faith. The only faith left. The only hope left. The only happiness left. Honestly, I wouldn't be who I am now without the One. HE helped me through thick and thin. HE soothed me with the clouds of my favourite. HE cheered me with the smiles of little kids. HE protected me with the wings of HIS angels.

How beautiful it is to have someone who knows everything about you. I don't have to say a word and HE knows it very well. Even in the darkness of time HE sent me HIS light. HE showed the best path for me. HE led me to the garden of patience and courage.

I may be one of the people who disobeyed, who are sinned, and who made HIM angry. I may be the one HE will never forgive, never blessed, and never loved. But one thing for sure, I believe in HIM. I know HE knows and that's all matter. I don't need others to tell me how I should feel towards HIM. Probably as a reminder, yes. But to tell me how, I myself alone know how to feel.