Need a break.

I had totally lost it today. I have no passion in continuing this whole medical life. Why must I stuck in a rather bad group who selfishly think of themselves only. Yeah, scholars attitude-that's what they all have. I can't fcuking tolerate such personalities. I know they want to be the forever kiasu people but yeah... Fine.


I wish them the best.



Thinks I need to get involve with other type of people. I miss my frisbee gang where they don't judge you for being you. But with my condition- and my other leg is hurting now- I'll probably stuck with the same people again and again.


Or is it me? I guess it must be my personality then. Well, people normally talk bad about me anyways. 휴~









왜 이렇게 처럼? :-( 너무 힘들었어요...

medical student problem

Heyyyy,

Sorry was away for a long long time! Over a week wasn't it?
Last week was probably one of the busiest week I ever had. There's a special week where every member of a group has to sign in the logbook by 0745 and sign out at 1230. So basically I have to wake up early in the morning but since I've been staying up late to finish of my tutorials and case reports, waking up early isn't something to look forward to.

We were to send in 5 case reports by the week. To my surprise, I was overly hardworking- clerked two patients a day for 3 days! (which I would have never done previously, mainly due to my laziness ofcourse)

A female patient that I've clerked really love to see me in the morning as I was following up with her since the beginning. Such honour :) But she has just been discharged today :( And I didn't get to say goodbye cause I was observing procedures at that time. Oh well, hope she recovers fast and well!

Oh, the 5 case reports I handed them already. And for the first time I did them beforehand, not last minute work! Yayyers!



Oh, one new thing you should know about me. I consulted my Ortho surgeon and told her about my knees and stuff- she diagnosed me with myalgia. (On a different note, I met two Medical Officers that I have my eyes on! One is Chinese looking but Muslim and another has a Chinese surname and Chinese looking too. But... Oh well. )

So last Monday I was scheduled for physiotherapy and there's muscle wasting on my left thigh. Did some exercises but my knee joint is still so painful even today. My next appointment will be on Friday.





Anyways, last weekend I was home in KL. Went to Farah's open house. The day before I thought about how we used to arrange what color to wear to her open house. LOL! But I was there only for a while since I need to rush back to Penang. I couldn't stay long and plus the friends that I know aren't that much.


Anyways, I'll try and update more but since I'm in my Surgery rotation, my weeks can go pretty hectic. Next week we'll be having our assessment! Oh Lord, so much to do!


Wish me luck!



PS: I dedicate a song for you- Anywhere but here by Safetysuit. It meant nothing really. It's just a song I love to hear and I thought I wanted to share with you. Only.

A short getaway.

Guess where I am while I typed this out?

I'm in Taiping!!!!

Well, it is not technically a getaway; we were posted here for our surgical rotation for 5 days. Since I had my resits, I could only managed two days of teaching. It was supposed to be three days but I missed on Wednesday because of my laziness- woke up late, got lost somewhere before arriving in Taiping, tired and just plain lazy. HAHAHA!

Anyways, today is the last day and I have always wanted to visit the Zoo Taiping! And I get to see tigersssss~ Rawrrrr~ Obviously I am looking forward to other animals like elephants, snakes etc. I shall see if I could handle the spiders; since well, I claimed that I am allergic to them. *scratch eyes*

Oh oh, did I mention EXO's coming to Malaysia for MTV World Stage this year? I hope I could see them in person, especially ChanYeol my only baby wolf!!!! ㅋㅋㅋ I am sooo into him and his deep voice and his eyes and his long back and his elf-like ears and his cheesy smile and his child-like behaviour and his talent in rapping, playing guitar and beatboxing and his cheekiness, oh my God I can go on forever to be honest. Feels like I'm in love with him! :p But... He's 2 years younger than me. Oh well, call me a cougar!

During my resits, I had his name written in Korean on each question paper! LOL! A girl could only dream big to actually meet her beloved man.

Okay, I'm leaving for hospital soon and then maybe if we aren't tired might just go to the zoo and then only head back to Penang.

See you again in Penang then! Love you much!

It was Raya day.

Hey,
How have you been doing? Anyways, it was Eidul Fitri yesterday. Spend the whole day helping in the kitchen and visiting relative's houses. Pretty much knackered that I went to sleep early.

I'm back in KL this afternoon because sister and brothers are working and I have to prepare going back to Penang soon; might be driving up alone on Sunday or Monday. My exam repeat paper is on next Tuesday. Pray for me!!! How are things over at your side? 





Here's a picture of me and Ikmal during our Raya day.

PS: no chance to meet you I suppose... Hope you're doing alright. :)

break a leg

heyyyyy

im back in KL. have been busy. even now. thought i should drop by and say heyyyyy. LOL!





take care you.