You put a smile on my face.

I wanted to post this up before midnight but I was finishing my essay which supposed to submit tomorrow morning. Anyway, tomorrow is my last day in Family Medicine! Super excited about the end of this which means I can go back to the hospital and be at the wards. I miss being in the hospital. Gawddd, it’s gonna be all awkward again.

Did I mention that I drove alone all the way to Penang. It was okay actually. Started at 10am and reached my apartment at about 2.30pm. Most of my friends were pretty shocked to hear I drove up alone. Oh well. And oh, Shinhwa’s appearance on ASS is cancelled! I am partially happy about the news which means I don’t have to cry buckets on Sunday night and cursing the organizer for making the concert on Sunday night. If it was on Saturday night I would have gone back to KL and drive back the next day. LOL!

They’re having THE CLASSIC GRAND TOUR in the next few months!!!! OMGGG~ super excited about their comeback!!!!!! :D *attentively learning Korean*

How are you by the way? Do you still remember the day you asked me out on this very date? LOL. Such bittersweet memories.

You know what’s funny today (or yesterday because it’s 1.30 am now) we had a tutorial on testicular torsion. The surgeon was asking me to describe a swollen testes and position- left is lower than the right- and you came to mind. hahahahaha!!! I think we had a conversation about this before, hadn’t we? I miss how it was to randomly talk about something sooo stupid but sounded just fine when you’re im talking to. Just like right now. Well, I don’t know if you actually read my posts. I don’t expect you to because… you don’t have time for me. Or rather, you have her. (that’s my mantra everytime im putting up a post)

Remember about the surgeon I mentioned in my previous posts? Everyone seems to be talking about him and making me jealous by telling how often they saw him in the wards. And now it’s getting boring. I am not having any minor or huge crush on him anymore. There’s no charm in him anymore. Grrr.

NO, im sick of having crushes. Because I ended up getting hurt. I guess I do fear of getting hurt. Im not even opening my heart to anyone. Not in the next couple of years. Unless, one of Shinhwa members come and propose me~~~ *flailing*

“Stop dreaming Shanaz!” LOL!

Anyhow, happy 9^th! Stay happy stay healthy.

PS: I do miss you. Always.