Come to think about it, every person I met have always made
their way into my heart. Even when I least fancy a person but somewhere in me
would have given them a tiny bit of space. Probably the size of the
smallest pixel ever discovered.
Funny, how I never did make it to their hearts instead. Not that
I want to but I wish at least there is a space for me to be who I am around
them. It’s terrifying when the person who you thought you’re comfortable with
actually trying so hard to push you far away than you can imagined.
I’ve encountered it many times; should probably get used to
it but I keep failing at pushing them away. Even with a drop of kindness, my
heart opens up to them like the wideness of an ocean. Someone used to tell me to learn to say ‘No’. And every time I did,
I could feel my heart dropped. Thinking if I were to be in the other person’s
shoes and getting that sort of response, I’d be feeling rather upset and disappointed.
That’s why I'll be alright if it hurts me for a bit.
After all bad things won’t last forever, will they?
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