this was on monday.

First day of family medicine- everything was alright so far until someone told me I’ll be with the troublemaker of my group for technically 4 weeks. Well, initially I wanted to take it as a challenge but somehow it doesn’t help because neither of us has a car to go about during the 4 weeks rotation. *Oh, Thank God for that!*

Anyways, someone came for a visit and because of that my day was okay. *smiles* If only I could ask him to come back and I’m sure things will be way way way better. If only. But NO...! She’s gonna be all broken hearted and sad. I should just leave them be. I should learn to walk away. I know I should learn to accept people; open my heart to people who actually sincerely care about me but I have always had this thought … that one day, one fine day he will come back to me in the end. I guess I was wrong. He’s never coming back.

Why then would he still come by? Do you miss me?

I know I do. Every second, every day.

Oh! Let me tell you something that happened in the car coming back from lunch today. My friends and I were in the car talking about where we would continue working after graduating. A friend said she might want to go to Japan and I said I wanted to be in Korea. It definitely gonna be tough whatnot with the language barrier and different culture. Suddenly a girl from my group asked

“Shanaz, which one of your parents is a Korean?”

I burst out laughing like a mad seal. LOL! Apparently someone told her that one of my parents is a Korean. Honestly, how odd can that be??? She told me she’s been looking for the Korean features in me but couldn’t figure it out in the end. Such a good joke seriously. Well, just so you know neither one is a Korean. (Though I wish they are in some ways)

WOW. Some people would actually go to that extend to think such things. That’s very surprising. I wonder what other thoughts people have about me.

I took that as a compliment of course! Which means I need to brush up my Korean. And Japanese. And Mandarin as well as Hokkien. So many things to do in such a short time.

I’m pretty excited for this year though maybe nothing interesting will happen. At least let’s anticipate something worth remembering. Sayonara!

PS: I heard Shinhwa’s coming to Malaysia in May!!!!!!! Probably just rumours.