Almost a week being at home felt like heaven. Mom even said I
became chubbier staying in. LOL!
I’ve decided to halt all activities until my joints are
well. I wouldn’t want to risk injuring myself before my finals in 4 weeks! Yesterday,
my brothers and I went to KLIA to send my first brother to Sarawak for a
course. How lucky… Also, I had major migraine and my head became heavier on my
left side. Mom told me to get a scan when I’m in JB which where I will be next
week. Hope nothing’s wrong with my brain though. Well, I have been feeling like
there’s a rush of blood going through my brain. Or head. Or whatever fluid that’s
in my head. The last thing I want is a tumour of course. But having it would be
cool too. I mean, I could get more ‘teaching’ in terms of medical side. HAHA! Or
become a specimen for the doctors!
Anyways, I think you should focus more on your girlfriend,
no? You should completely ignore me even when I wrote those i-wish-i-am-with-you-now
that kind of thing. You should! I mean, who am I kidding right? You’ll never
come back to me. I could never have you back. You would never love me the way
you did before. And I will just be like this for the rest of my life. I could
never learn to love again. Unless, it’s you. But I’ve lost it. I’ve lost you.
*sigh*
Just ignore me like everybody does. I deserve nothing in
this life. People will just continue hating me. You will too. So, please… don’t
make me want you more than I should. You have a girlfriend for heaven’s sake.
*Slapface* Wake up shnz. He has someone else.
PS: man of steel is really boring. Watched it alone. Hoping to
see your face when the lights came on. But not a single shadow of yours ever
appeared.
Naega wae irreokhae?
Babo choreom.
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