differences

For the first time ever, I felt so worse being a friend to such bunch of bitches. Be it a girl or a guy. Once they spoke ill of everyone else, one day you be one of the ‘everyone else’ too.

What Feli once said was so true. And it’s happening right in front of me. I guess they must have felt like they’re all high up , superior, know-it-all. People make mistakes. But they aren’t purposely made unless they really clear cut purposely did the mistakes.

I wish you were here. So I don’t have to face them every day, every second. What Emily said before was true. I guess I could only tolerate them until now. After this, I’m just gonna be as cold as ice. If I could be one. But unlike them, atleast I would still consider them as good friends.

But I guess it doesn’t go the other way round.

Anyways, I am most probably leaving for KL tomorrow. I wish I could drive alone home so I don’t need to have to bear with another creature in the car. Someone who would  double faced even in front of you. Someone you tolerated for being such an asshole. Not to say I am perfect, no I’m not. I will never be… but atleast you don’t do this to your friend. I guess, they have lived with it their whole life.

Seriously, such worse people I’ve been hanging out with. No wonder I’ve become bad. Like super bad. And I don’t think you will like the me now. I’ve never liked the me now; ever since I’m back in Malaysia. Having a break is definitely a good time to stay away from bad people. They give such bad vibes, it’s ruining your life really!

I hope you’re doing fine. 

And I hope you would still think about me at times, just like how I would…

all the time.