Thursday, June 28, 2012

zoned out.


Didn’t I tell you before; I’d usually lose my focus while driving. So many things have been running in and out of my head. Recalculating days, hours, seconds; why it happened the way it did. Questions I would question myself and thinking if there would be other answers I’m looking for or I should get. The struggle, the pain I went through was nothing compared to this numb-like feeling.

I guess I was never good enough for anyone, for anything. I’m always the other girl, the one who doesn’t matter. The one people would pass by and never noticed. 

Well, that is what life is about. Obstacles, heartbreaks, betrayal; things that pushed me down feet under.  Sometimes, a hand I could reach out to is all I could ask for.






And I keep grasping air. 

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