Didn’t I tell you before; I’d usually lose my focus while
driving. So many things have been running in and out of my head. Recalculating days,
hours, seconds; why it happened the way it did. Questions I would question
myself and thinking if there would be other answers I’m looking for or I should
get. The struggle, the pain I went through was nothing compared to this
numb-like feeling.
I guess I was never good enough for anyone, for anything. I’m
always the other girl, the one who doesn’t matter. The one people would pass by
and never noticed.
Well, that is what life is about. Obstacles, heartbreaks,
betrayal; things that pushed me down feet under. Sometimes, a hand I could reach out to is all
I could ask for.
And I keep grasping air.


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