finally calamity.

Good morning all.

It’s Monday and I feel happier Alhamdulillah! Last weekend was so terrible emotionally that I couldn’t be myself. At times like this, food is your very best friend seriously. However, I’m starting gym again today which I so look forward to and “just keep running, just keep running” will be the mantra of the day.

It’s 4A.M here in Dublin and I planned to study but I happened to sit infront of the laptop so I thought I might just blog for a bit. Might just make this a routine kind of thing. Might.

Girl friends are planning to go to Cardiff for a birthday celebration. The thing is… how do I decline such invitation? Urgh, I am soooo bad at saying “No, I don’t think I can go” Instead I’ll just say, “Okay, yea sure” all the time!!! Maybe just have to get it out straight or I might ruin everyone’s weekend which I have never intended to. This is tough. Really.

Okay, put that aside, I’m gonna get back to my notes and study just like how everyone else studies but I’m not that hardcore. Though I wish I could be like Charlie (from the Perks) and read everyday but I’m not him and I will never be him. And that’s just so sad. Not being him I mean.

Okay, done wasting your precious time. 

Sorry.