Almost everyday I’ve been haunted by nightmares. Just that I
don’t really tell anyone about them. The one that scares me the most was a
dream where there was this old man who told me that if I shut my eyes, the
percentage of me waking up is fifty percent. If you don’t get what I just typed
out, it means if I shut my eyes and when I wake up its either I see darkness or
something bright like the sun, which then means that I’m alive.
The next thing I know, I woke up crying. Heavily. I couldn’t
imagine waking up and not seeing the sun anymore. Not seeing anybody anymore. I
couldn’t imagine being dead even; especially in your sleep. I wonder what will
be my last thought before I fall asleep. Who do I think off before I doze off? Who
will actually want to see me the next day? Who will I want to see the next day?
So here I am, typing this before I go to sleep. Before I shut
my eyes. Before I ever wake up the next morning. Before everything ends. Before
I could say ‘I have fallen for you’. Before God takes me away from Earth.
*tear drops*
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