Tuesday, October 16, 2012

The unsent.


Dear whoever that’s in my head right now,

I don’t know what’s going on and it somewhat kills me inside out. I’d rather have you say whatever that you wanted and get it done with because well, I’m not you and as for me, I cared. Time changes people I know and if it has changed you let me know. The least I could do is never to appear in front of you anymore. I’ll make things easier for sure. Protecting you is what I’m doing now even if you don’t want me to.

I wanted to give up on this thought but I wouldn’t want to give up on you just yet. Honestly, I’m scared. So very scared that I closed the door to my heart tight until you came with the key. Slowly, I’m opening up to you yet I’m still scared. I am a coward. I admit that. But I know I’m brave enough to face the future. Embrace it and accept it.

Incidentally, I’m giving more time for you. And when you’re ready, run up to me. Run towards the end of the tunnel and I’ll be waiting there with a smile. No matter what the ending’s gonna be, I’ll wait for the truth; even if it’s bitter to swallow. I’ll wait.


Waiting with my shadow,
Savannah.

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